ok hestia, wake the fuck up, 00000000000000you're nearly dead, this is bad...wake up damnit. wake up. its september, they're drilling holes in walls near 000your 00000head why are you still sleeping?

to do:

get the scooter ride the scooter get job (the temp agency will want you to look normal hestia so start thinking cos your gonna need a plan)get the money get place on MA have very good exhibition go to sister's WEDDING 0000000000travel make sure THEY don't notice that this is all much too difficult for hestia's and that you should have started in the beginners section and not tried to be clever and skip straight to advanced way back in year six.

to echo a dear friend in a recent sms000000000000

000000000000000where is everybody?????? and especially where is amy?00000 amy help, reality bites was real, it was real and it was a sign and we didn't take it we just thought it was a really cheesy film and its actually happening my life is dissolving into torrid piles of used up american cliche's from the last decade and i don't like it. i'm trying to look on the bright sides but there's a kamakazi in my head somewhere trying to fuck shit up. somewhere we'll plant daffodils and they'll come up in the spring.0000000000000

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